in front of their own mama
to get a ten speed
watching aqua teen and enjoying. i’m a lonely, lonely person right now
even the sad sorry satisfaction of winning a small poker tournament eludes me. the work and struggle of the last 5 and three quarters years has fallen into tiny, sad bits. i’m all done. i’m not thinking i have anything left, i’m just signing checks and making top ramen from now on. just a sad, fallen over cardboard cutout of me is what i have left.
i hope i have something left to be a dad with
what a sorry mess
i know entirely too well everything you’re feeling…it’s incredibly fucking frustrating to realize that years of your life were pretty much wasted and that all of the shit was in vain…yay!….lonliness i know all too well as well…hit me up…we can go get a beer or i can come see the place or whatever…
hi garth-o-rama, i have sent, in spirit, a giant cheesy smile all the way down there to california ’cause i lack the magic words to cheer you up. but if were there, i’d totally start a judo chop fight until you at least giggled. not that that’s the answer, but a giggle never hurt anyone.